Who is RandomK

So I've decided to re-vamp this blog... it seems that everyone has a blog nowadays, even my emotionless, unobservant roommate has one.
I don't really know what to expect from writing anymore. It has seemed to become more of a chore than anything else... but there are times I feel like it's just so hard to tell people what I'm feeling WITHOUT writing it down.
So much has changed in the last couple of years. I see God moving, and it frightens and terrifies me. I don't feel like I'm up to the challenge...
but I suppose neither did Moses.
I don't even suppose anyone will read this, really... but maybe if someone does, they will find some kind of insight into who I am.
If that's what any of this is about, anyway. I have asked for my small group to pray that I seek less of the glory so that I may give glory to whom it is due, that being Jesus, but I still wonder about me.
Who am I, really?
What has God made me to be?
When am I ever going to feel healthy?
Where am I supposed to go?
How am I going to fulfill my purpose?
Why do I always have so many questions?
Why? it always why...

I wonder if we'll ever find out.